everything's just gone... i've got nothing... absolutely nothing...

xx

i remember the times we spent together on those drives
we had a million questions all about our lives
and when we got to New York everything felt right
i wish u were here with me tonight
i remember the days we spent together were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
never thought not havin' u here now would hurt so much
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need ur lovin' hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss u i can just look up
and know the stars are holdin' u tonight
i remember the time u told me about when u were eight
and all those things u said that night that just couldn't wait
i remember the car u were last seen in and the games we would play
all the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late
i remember the time u sat and told me about ur Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
when it hurt so bad sometimes not havin' u here
i sing "tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need ur lovin' hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss u i can just look up
and know the stars are holdin' u tonight"
i sing "tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need ur lovin' hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss u i can just look up
and know the stars are holdin' u tonight"





14.11.08 22:09


i wish u would love me...

xx

when u lower me down
so deep that i, i can't get out
and when u're lost, lost and alone
u'd think it was the last place
u'd come back for more
if u don't want me to leave
then don't push me away
rather blow out the lights
u can watch it all fade
but i'm goin' nowhere
i'm gonna stay
when u just wanna fight
when u're closin' ur eyes
'cause u don't wanna love me
i'm gonna stay
u can't push me to far
there's no space in my heart
where i don't wanna love u
and when there's no, no stone
then how can i feel the corn
if there's nothing, nothing, nothing left to lose
then what is this feelin'
that keeps on bringin' me back to u
so i'm gonna stay
when u just wanna fight
and u're closin' ur eyes
'cause u don't wanna love me
so i'm gonna stay, yes i will
u can't push me to far
there's no space in my heart
where i don't wanna love u
and if u ask me to leave
and i walked away
we'd still be alone
and we'd still be afraid
i'm goin' nowhere
i'm goin' nowhere
'cause i'm gonna stay
when u just wanna fight
and there's tears in ur eyes
'cause u don't wanna love me
i'm gonna stay
all the tears that i've cried
i could leave them to dry
if u don't wanna love me
could leave them to dry
if u don't wanna love me

 

13.11.08 23:00


baby, when u're gone... i realized i'm in love...

xx

a hundred days have made me older
since the last time that i saw ur pretty face
a thousand lies have made me colder
and i don't think i can look at this the same
but all the miles that separate
disappear now when i'm dreamin' of ur face
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still on my lonely mind
i think about u, baby
and i dream about u all the time
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still with me in my dreams
and tonight it's only u and me
the miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello
i've heard this life is overrated
but i hope that it gets better as we go
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still on my lonely mind
i think about u, baby
and i dream about u all the time
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still with me in my dreams
and tonight its only u and me
everything i know and anywhere i go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
and when the last one falls
when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still on my lonely mind
i think about u, baby
and i dream about u all the time
i'm here without u, baby
but u're still with me in my dreams
and tonight its only u and me

12.11.08 21:40


fuckin' pissed off of missin' u...

xx

gotta change my answerin' machine now that i'm alone
cuz right now it says that we can't come to the phone
and i know it makes no sense cuz u walked out the door
but it's the only way i hear ur voice anymore
it's ridiculous, it's been months
and for some reason i just can't get over us
and i'm stronger than this, enough is enough
no more walkin' around with my head down
i'm so over bein' blue cryin' over u
and i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears
so done with wishin' u were still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?!?
gotta fix that calender i have that's marked February 10th
'cuz since there's no more u
there's no more anniversary
i'm so fed up with my thoughts of u and ur memory
and how every song reminds me of what used to be
that's the reason i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears
so done with wishin' u were still here
said Iim so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?!?
leave me alone, stupid love songs
don't make me think about his smile or havin' my first child
i'm lettin' go turnin' off the radio
cuz i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears
so done with wishin' he was still here
said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
so why can't i turn off the radio?!?

 

11.11.08 21:00


so much for my happy ending...

xx

this is the way u left me i'm not pretendin'
no hope, no love, no glory, no Happy Ending
this is the way that we love like it's forever
then live the rest of our life but not together
wake up in the morning stumble on my life
can't get no love without sacrifice
if anything should happen i guess i wish u well
a little bit of heaven but a little bit of hell
this is the hardest story that i've ever told
no hope or love or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
i feel as if i'm wasted and i'm wastin' every day
this is the way u left me i'm not pretendin'
no hope, no love, no glory, no Happy Ending
this is the way that we love like it's forever
then live the rest of our life but not together
2 o'clock in the morning something's on my mind
can't get no rest, keep walkin' around
if i pretend that nothin' ever went wrong
i can get to my sleep
i can think that we just carried on
this is the hardest story that i've ever told
no hope or love or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
i feel as if i'm wasted and i'm wastin' every day
this is the way u left me i'm not pretendin'
no hope, no love, no glory, no Happy Ending
this is the way that we love like it's forever
then live the rest of our life but not together
a little bit of love, little bit of love
little bit of love, little bit of love
i feel as if i'm wasted and i waste every day
this is the way u left me i'm not pretendin'
no hope, no love, no glory, no Happy Ending
this is the way that we love like it's forever
then live the rest of our life but not together

 

10.11.08 20:57


u disappoint me... again and again...

xx

i open my eyes
i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light
i can't remember how
i can't remember why
i'm lyin' here tonight
and i can't stand the pain
and i can't make it go away
no i can't stand the pain
how could this happen to me?!?
i've made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fadin' away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?!?
everybody's screamin'
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
i'm slippin' off the edge
i'm hangin' by a thread
i wanna start this over again
so i try to hold onto a time when nothin' mattered
and i can't explain what happened
and i can't erase the things that i've done
no i can't
i've made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fadin' away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?!?

9.11.08 20:01


someone special...

xx

all die Wut, all der Schmerz
sie wollen uns behalten
wir haben es nicht geschafft
wir haben es verpasst uns zu behalten
und du weißt, was darauf steht
lebenslänglich Knast
nur wenn du dich gut führst,
darfst du früher gehen
wenn du Glück hast
all die Zeit, all das was wir von uns wissen
was wirst du jetzt tun?!?
wo gehst du hin?!?
und geht es dir auch so beschissen?!?
jeder zahlt drauf, keiner genießt in vollen Zügen
das Leben ist nur ein Umweg zum Glück
durch sämtliche Lügen
und mein Herz ist keine Wohnung
wo jeder reinkommen darf
keine Tür die immer aufsteht
und kein Hallo für den, der reingeht
so wird ess sein, genauso war es
und du warst drin nur dass das klar ist
all die Wut, all der Schmerz
gehen bis an die Ränder
du hast es erkannt
vielleicht wird es Zeit, dass wir uns verändern

8.11.08 19:25


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